3 1/2 weeks in to the new year, i have:
finished three drawings and started a fourth
read a thin book of poetry
began teaching myself a Lana Del Rey song on guitar
had my first solo art show in New York City in an apartment in Ridgewood
ate cheese cake and drank coffee with the friends who came
visited my friend in the hospital
brought her tomato bisque
brought her lentil soup
cut her hair for her when we realized the chemo had taken harsh hold of her, her golden strands coming out in clumps unexpectedly early
cried with her
held her hand
fell off the wagon
got my period a week early
bloodied our new white sheets
cried in public because i was drunk and angry
i was drunk and angry because i was hurt
got back on the wagon
wrote my husband a thank you note
cried in front of two different friends, separately, for the first time
have extended no less than 5 apologies, all of which were most certainly deserved
sent my Grandmother 2 postcards
listened to "Loveless" by My Bloody Valentine for the very first time.
asked my husband to marry me even though we are already married
watched "Bob's Burgers" for the very first time
went to work
went to therapy
sang
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